my roommate's been around the scene for a while and thankfully he's not like the rest.. we don't really listen to much of the same music but John is accepting and after reading yesterday's posts he thought that one person was totally wrong for writing what he did. he also encouraged me not to worry about assholes like that.

going back a few years.. i'm so very sorry I didn't hang out with you more than I did, Blu. I was hurting so much back then, and I *had* to have time away. i hope you understand.