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[funeralcrasher]

...at last, a Monday I didn't mind awaking to.

I need to finish organizing my room today, which I rearranged last night with Dara's help. I've yet to decide what to do about my walls, so for now they shall remain bone-white. Tonight I plan on seeing the Vanishing @ mjq.

Before I do anything with my room however, I need to sit in front of the computer and finish something for blu_muse... If you're reading this I hope you'll forgive me for dragging my feet.. I'm just going to simplify the database & make an admin area for you... I coded it a lot fancier than you probably expected, but I can scale it back easily enough. I know you've needed this for a long time.

I found myself reading old usenet posts today becuase I remembered when you lived here how much there was going on all of the time. The scene is so quiet now, except for the same-old, same-old electrogoth events. I don't know if I have the personality for any of this, but I hope that my efforts inspire others to be part of something new, and I hope others realize how important diversity and inclusion is to our scene.

Its hard to believe Atlanta goths actually had something to do every day of the week... And only four short years ago.

I wish there were others living here like you, aquaknot, entertainme_nt, who share your endless enthusiasm for the scene and your kind, accepting nature.

Anywho.. off to 'work' :o)

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[blu-muse.livejournal.com]

I'm a spaz, you know. I told you weeks ago I'd look at that stuff and call you and I haven't because I've been hermiting and drowing in self-drama and self-pity. Sometimes I just need to shut down for a while and let everything settle on the bottom, I think. I haven't been out for... FOUR months. Wacky. So I havent looked at it lately. Do I need to? I'm sorry for letting you do this blindly without input. I really am not much of a help...

As for enthusiasm for the scene -- I wish I hadn't lost mine along the way. I gave up on them.

I do have some fond memories though - and Mike is still the best promoter I ever knew. If only other people had taken his high standards into their own clubs it might have worked.