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funeralcrasher) wrote2006-09-12 10:56 pm
funeralcrasher) wrote2006-09-12 10:56 pm
a little better now
My clothes have finally been put away, and my desk somewhat cleared off. I can see part of my hardwood floor now too.
It's been a somber day for me, especially this evening. I've been worrying about growing old and who will take care of me? I don't have kids and don't have a family to speak of. If I only liked men I could have my choice probably. Maybe I'd get lucky and meet a true gentlemen who wouldn't mind dealing with my shit as we grew old together on a farm in the country. But there's that whole sex issue.
I have a meeting with one of the pastors at the church tomorrow and I'm feeling more anxious about it than I probably should. After that, Wednesday supper - then I'll tarry off to support group.. then home, depressed, most likely.
It's been a somber day for me, especially this evening. I've been worrying about growing old and who will take care of me? I don't have kids and don't have a family to speak of. If I only liked men I could have my choice probably. Maybe I'd get lucky and meet a true gentlemen who wouldn't mind dealing with my shit as we grew old together on a farm in the country. But there's that whole sex issue.
I have a meeting with one of the pastors at the church tomorrow and I'm feeling more anxious about it than I probably should. After that, Wednesday supper - then I'll tarry off to support group.. then home, depressed, most likely.