a little better now

[funeralcrasher]

My clothes have finally been put away, and my desk somewhat cleared off.  I can see part of my hardwood floor now too.

It's been a somber day for me, especially this evening.    I've been worrying about growing old and who will take care of me?  I don't have kids and don't have a family to speak of.  If I only liked men I could have my choice probably. Maybe I'd get lucky and meet a true gentlemen who wouldn't mind dealing with my shit as we grew old together on a farm in the country. But there's that whole sex issue.

I have a meeting with one of the pastors at the church tomorrow and I'm feeling more anxious about it than I probably should.  After that, Wednesday supper -  then I'll tarry off to support group.. then home, depressed, most likely.

Comments

[justaredneck.livejournal.com]

Hey U, im sorry ur in a somber mood, but im glad ur comming to group tomorrow it should be a good one, im planning on cowboying up and laying down the law with Korrey and her girlfriend, who are driving everyone crazy. Since im the man of the group im going to tell them how it is, so u are in for some fireworks, lol. Big hugs

[terracinque.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm sorry I've been missing that! My Wednesdays have been too crazy lately to attend group, and I'm going to have to miss it again tonight, too. But I'll be there next week for sure.