I should have everything ready by this weekend if not before. The new form will just have artistname & review_text. I'll still be able to break them up by month or reviewer.
One of my many weaknesses is taking on certain projects which are doomed to failure.. for whatever reason I choose not to see how useless my time & energy actually is; I only see this stupid dream I have where everything starts working again and we live happily ever after. If I were smarter I'd quit now and give up on this stupid idea of helping establish a vibrant, diverse community of.. un-goths.. people interested in music and picking each other up when we fall, and sharing laughs together. Instead we(they) seem far more interested in scene drama, building walls and laughing at each other.
So I'm going to enjoy this new thing as long as it lasts.. even if it's only one night, and turns into a hip-hop or another graver night the following week. I should really begin thinking about getting back into school full time & transitioning, and somehow come up with money for an expensive surgery.
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Date: 2004-07-06 05:53 am (UTC)From:One of my many weaknesses is taking on certain projects which are doomed to failure.. for whatever reason I choose not to see how useless my time & energy actually is; I only see this stupid dream I have where everything starts working again and we live happily ever after. If I were smarter I'd quit now and give up on this stupid idea of helping establish a vibrant, diverse community of.. un-goths.. people interested in music and picking each other up when we fall, and sharing laughs together. Instead we(they) seem far more interested in scene drama, building walls and laughing at each other.
So I'm going to enjoy this new thing as long as it lasts.. even if it's only one night, and turns into a hip-hop or another graver night the following week. I should really begin thinking about getting back into school full time & transitioning, and somehow come up with money for an expensive surgery.