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fucking fuck.
i *thought* i'd be going to nyc next month.
now.. i'm not so sure.
my friend isn't going because she hasn't had a job in a long time and doesn't have the money.
i'd pay her way but i have two car payments due, rent, power and cable bill due this month & next.
there isn't backline at CBGB so i have to bring my amp.
i can't stay in a hostel becuase i can't leave an amp there.
i don't trust leaving it in my car.
plus i have a guitar and pedalcase.
and then clothes..
and i can't lug around all that gear and my things in nyc everywhere i go.
did anyone invite me to get a room with them?
of course not.
obviously, i'm not fucking cool enough.
god damn this.
i *thought* i'd be going to nyc next month.
now.. i'm not so sure.
my friend isn't going because she hasn't had a job in a long time and doesn't have the money.
i'd pay her way but i have two car payments due, rent, power and cable bill due this month & next.
there isn't backline at CBGB so i have to bring my amp.
i can't stay in a hostel becuase i can't leave an amp there.
i don't trust leaving it in my car.
plus i have a guitar and pedalcase.
and then clothes..
and i can't lug around all that gear and my things in nyc everywhere i go.
did anyone invite me to get a room with them?
of course not.
obviously, i'm not fucking cool enough.
god damn this.
