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I'm so sleepy right now.. I took two tylenol 500mg pills earlier this afternoon.. maybe that had something to do with it. I can't take anymore of my regular kickass pain pills from here on up through surgery so tylenol it shall be.

speaking of, it's now a little more than 4 days away. Nervous? yea.

I went to revolution again last night and had a nice long talk with one of the staff members there (she was the only other gothy kinda person in the crowd). They are so different from any church type thing i've been to, so honest about life and human fraility. No bullshit facades, no jars of clay fans, none of that crap. Just honest poeple who question and suffer like everyone else... Sorry to sound so mystic. i'm tired. in fact i think i'm going to bed... *yawn* goodnight