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It's late and I should be going to bed. I worked almost 12 hours today; the division boss wanted some report thingy done by tomorrow and I had to stay late to get most of it done.
I feel a little down tonight. I wish I were better able to relay what I'm thinking to others.. I've spent all my life keeping things bottled up and unlearning that behaviour is not easy. I guess that's why I sometimes feel more at ease with writing or typing than speaking in person; this gives me time to think about what I'm going to say which is good but relying so much on written word and not face to face communication isn't so good. Did I mention that I wish I had more self-confidence too? ha-ha. Anyhow. One day I'll learn not to stumble over my own tongue so much.
I feel a little down tonight. I wish I were better able to relay what I'm thinking to others.. I've spent all my life keeping things bottled up and unlearning that behaviour is not easy. I guess that's why I sometimes feel more at ease with writing or typing than speaking in person; this gives me time to think about what I'm going to say which is good but relying so much on written word and not face to face communication isn't so good. Did I mention that I wish I had more self-confidence too? ha-ha. Anyhow. One day I'll learn not to stumble over my own tongue so much.
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Date: 2003-06-26 05:00 am (UTC)From:I really do miss you. And you know if you need to talk...