Im so sorry to hear you suffering. (I dont know you, but I can comprehend your pain.) Have you ever sat by the window, and asked yourself, "Will it ever stop raining?" But you know that eventully the rain will stop. Becuse nature wont alow it. Nature dosnt alow things to stay the same. For better or for worse, things will change. There is no choice. And I hope that all changes for the better for you. I understand. I was the first trans person to change and graduate as female (My senoir year I went as Julia.) In a place ten years behind everyone eles. Were we are still killed. Living on my own, working on my own and going to highschool, at 16. Harassed by teachers, Almost killed a few times, pain, hurt, anger, But then it started to rain.... rain..... and rain.... untill, it stoped. A hand came from an unlikly place, I graduated, with pride. And now.... after years of horror and pain, Ive never been so happy. And I wish to hold out a hand to you....(You may not know me but,) I dont judge, I listen, I dont place blame, and if theres anything I can do to help someone else in pain, Just ask. Just remember that it cant always rain. Remind yourself whenever you can. Its hard.
-I give great credit to those who have the streanth to live in this world.
and i know that without rain nothing can grow. but sometimes, once in a long while, levees break and people drown. i'm not there.. i don't believe in suicide but that's not to say i'm in a real funk atm. thanks for writing, idaho.
In reference to your next post, I read all your entries and comment when I have something to say. I would suspect that is the same reason you rarely comment on my journal too.
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Date: 2006-02-14 04:15 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2006-02-14 05:12 am (UTC)From:I know you dont know me but, mabey a word of hope.
Date: 2006-02-14 06:08 am (UTC)From:Have you ever sat by the window, and asked yourself, "Will it ever stop raining?" But you know that eventully the rain will stop. Becuse nature wont alow it. Nature dosnt alow things to stay the same.
For better or for worse, things will change. There is no choice. And I hope that all changes for the better for you. I understand. I was the first trans person to change and graduate as female (My senoir year I went as Julia.) In a place ten years behind everyone eles. Were we are still killed. Living on my own, working on my own and going to highschool, at 16. Harassed by teachers, Almost killed a few times, pain, hurt, anger, But then it started to rain.... rain..... and rain.... untill, it stoped. A hand came from an unlikly place, I graduated, with pride. And now.... after years of horror and pain, Ive never been so happy. And I wish to hold out a hand to you....(You may not know me but,) I dont judge, I listen, I dont place blame, and if theres anything I can do to help someone else in pain, Just ask. Just remember that it cant always rain. Remind yourself whenever you can. Its hard.
-I give great credit to those who have the streanth to live in this world.
beautiful rain
Date: 2006-02-14 06:39 am (UTC)From:thanks for writing, idaho.
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Date: 2006-02-14 06:17 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2006-02-14 02:25 pm (UTC)From: