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Jun. 5th, 2004
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Jun. 5th, 2004 12:21 amwhile bathwater pours...
First promo images from Farscape: Peacekeeper War ( somewhat spoilerish.. read at your own risk )
First promo images from Farscape: Peacekeeper War ( somewhat spoilerish.. read at your own risk )
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Jun. 5th, 2004 02:57 pmwell this fucking figures...
i was hopeful last week because a bassist called on the phone and expressed interest in joining the TftD project.. I spoke wiht him three times actually.. no signs that he'd be a total Flake.
But that's what he was. For today he called only to hem and haw and stammer and babble until finally saying he was out too late last night and wouldn't be able to make it today after all.
Jerk.
Anyway.. so much for that. And god.. i was stupid enough to begin getting hopes up that tears might actually be able to play Drop Dead this year...
One day I'll learn not to hope for anything. Nothing good ever happens to me and this is simply more proof.
i was hopeful last week because a bassist called on the phone and expressed interest in joining the TftD project.. I spoke wiht him three times actually.. no signs that he'd be a total Flake.
But that's what he was. For today he called only to hem and haw and stammer and babble until finally saying he was out too late last night and wouldn't be able to make it today after all.
Jerk.
Anyway.. so much for that. And god.. i was stupid enough to begin getting hopes up that tears might actually be able to play Drop Dead this year...
One day I'll learn not to hope for anything. Nothing good ever happens to me and this is simply more proof.
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Jun. 5th, 2004 04:00 pmI quit.
Fuck music. Fuck atlanta. I'm through trying. I fucking hate this scene. I hate trying.
Fuck music. Fuck atlanta. I'm through trying. I fucking hate this scene. I hate trying.
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Jun. 5th, 2004 11:00 pmI envy you Rob.
I haven't drawn on my skin in a long long time but i feel like i'm getting closer and closer to doing that again. I fucking hate life right now. I fucking can't stand it.
I'm too God Damned old for young deathrockers to care about.
Too god damned strange for most people to care about.
too fucking pathetic for anyone to take a chance on.
God Damned too goth for punks.
Fucking too punk for goths.
And my fucking roommate had the nerve to think that the reason I complain about not having any scene here is becuase... .because I am afraid nobody will show up at this Stupid non-existant band's gigs. Well I might had I band to begin with, but I don't, because god wishes to torture me just as he has all of my life.
What's to live for? I repulse everyone I'm remotely interested in, I have thousands and thousands of dollars of debt, I couldn't buy my way into my own band, I have absolutely nothing except being alive and I just don't see any point in that right now.
I haven't drawn on my skin in a long long time but i feel like i'm getting closer and closer to doing that again. I fucking hate life right now. I fucking can't stand it.
I'm too God Damned old for young deathrockers to care about.
Too god damned strange for most people to care about.
too fucking pathetic for anyone to take a chance on.
God Damned too goth for punks.
Fucking too punk for goths.
And my fucking roommate had the nerve to think that the reason I complain about not having any scene here is becuase... .because I am afraid nobody will show up at this Stupid non-existant band's gigs. Well I might had I band to begin with, but I don't, because god wishes to torture me just as he has all of my life.
What's to live for? I repulse everyone I'm remotely interested in, I have thousands and thousands of dollars of debt, I couldn't buy my way into my own band, I have absolutely nothing except being alive and I just don't see any point in that right now.