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[funeralcrasher]

What is up with me? I normally have things pretty well together.. Today I've spontaneously started crying several times. My friend Fawn thinks it could be my quitting hormones (for my upcoming back surgery).. maybe so..

I fiid myself seriously making plans to see all of my friends & family before the 21st, and I'm wondering if I should be making arrangements on what to do with my possesions and debts and whatnot. Am I going crazy? God I wish I had someone here right now just to hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be ok. I'm so freaking scared.

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[shadowfaegirl.livejournal.com]

This is going to end up sounding generic, but I'm sure everything will be just fine, hon. **hugs**

Not that it has any signifigance now, but your egl was done today, and it looks nice in velvet. You should have the order within a week (this is where I add my non-appropriate comment like "nothing's going to happen to you because I want photos of you in those dresses" hehehe).

hang in there...

[blu-muse.livejournal.com]

...hormones (or lack thereof) can definitely affect your mood (trust me... PMS ... I know, I'm a crying fool once a month). Couple that with your natural anxiety about your upcoming procedure and ta da... receipe for tears. You WILL be fine though. And you'll come out of this so on top - just think - no more back pain eventually. Gads. (and in the meantime wearing a corset! Stylin'!). :) Ok ok .. I'm being silly but I'm trying to make you smile. You know me. I love to hear you laugh. I'll have to call and talk to you before then, I'm sure I can make a fool out of myself enough to solicit one giggle.

[mb2u]

I think it is a combination of being off hormones and being worried about the surgery. Your body is trying to adapt to a change in your hormonal balance, and it's always hard. Plus, surgery is always something that causes us to be concerned.

If it makes you feel better to see your family and to make arrangements, do it. But realise that you'll probably not die, that you'll recover, and you'll be a lot better off than you are now.

I wish I could give you a hug right now, to hold your hand. Just know that I will be thinking about you, okay?

[cgc.livejournal.com]

I'm praying for you since I got the tp prayer request