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[funeralcrasher]

What is up with me? I normally have things pretty well together.. Today I've spontaneously started crying several times. My friend Fawn thinks it could be my quitting hormones (for my upcoming back surgery).. maybe so..

I fiid myself seriously making plans to see all of my friends & family before the 21st, and I'm wondering if I should be making arrangements on what to do with my possesions and debts and whatnot. Am I going crazy? God I wish I had someone here right now just to hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be ok. I'm so freaking scared.

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hang in there...

[blu-muse.livejournal.com]

...hormones (or lack thereof) can definitely affect your mood (trust me... PMS ... I know, I'm a crying fool once a month). Couple that with your natural anxiety about your upcoming procedure and ta da... receipe for tears. You WILL be fine though. And you'll come out of this so on top - just think - no more back pain eventually. Gads. (and in the meantime wearing a corset! Stylin'!). :) Ok ok .. I'm being silly but I'm trying to make you smile. You know me. I love to hear you laugh. I'll have to call and talk to you before then, I'm sure I can make a fool out of myself enough to solicit one giggle.